Calcath

Helloooo, my lovelies. :) I am sorry that I have not been submitting as much as I would like to. I've been concentrating on a number of different accounts I have here. My main one being IJustWannaBeMe (https://www.deviantart.com/ijustwannabeme) where I keep my poetry and photos. :) I will try to post more here soon. :D I have a lot of requests I have to finish and I plan on making them as awesome as I possibly can. I've been practicing, so hopefully my drawing/coloring skills have improved since the last time. :D Much love and peace, Cal :heart:

Saosin - You're Not Alone Skillet - The Last Night Hoobastank - If I Were You P.O.D. - It Can't Rain Everyday Nonpoint - Bring Me Down Pillar - Holding On Jumper by Third Eye Blind If I Am by Nine Days Hold On ~ Good Charlotte Adam's Song ~ Blink 182 Don't Close Your Eyes ~ Kix Everybody Hurts ~ REM Here in My Room ~ Incubus Move Along -- All American Rejects Speeding Cars -- Imogen Heap Hang On -- Seether Today" By the Smashing Pumpkins The Outsider -- A Perfect Circle

 I think I'm ready to move on. :) Yesterday was the worst day of my life -- though I'm quickly learning to get over it. As Kristina said -- the rate at which I can recover is what makes me strong. I did something that I'm not proud of, but in the end it taught me a valuable lesson. The only person I can trust is myself and my family -- I seemed to have lost sight of that by becoming something that I wasn't. I'm a little wounded and I feel betrayed -- but its no one's fault. Everything happens for a reason and I don't regret any of it because it taught me a valuable lesson and strengthened the bond with my parents -- one I haven't had in a l